I am thankful:
~ for a wonderful day celebrating our beautiful Samantha turning 12! How in the world is the little fuzzy headed muffin that captured our hearts the moment we laid eyes on her 12????? Samantha has the biggest and most tender heart. She is a born little mama, and wears Tatum on her hip constantly. She is spunky and sassy and quick-witted, and entering the “tween” phase has made her even more ANIMATED. She enjoyed her menu of choice: Nacho Supreme Hamburger Helper and Cool Ranch Doritos, and she baked her own chocolate cake with tie-dyed icing.
~ for a lovely day off school on Martin Luther King, Jr Day. Carson Grace and one of her roommates came home for a day, so it was a treat to have them here.
~ for the sweetest photo shoot with my oldest and youngest daughters. Tatum K is the spitting image of baby Carson Grace, and seeing them together fills my heart with such joy.
~for the seasons that I know will not last forever…the seasons where in the middle of my shower, the door opens and a little voice says, “Mama, I want to snuggle wif you.” Or when that same little voice says, “Mama, pray for the chocolate on my leg!”
~ for a powerful expression of intercessory prayer for a special couple needing healing in our church. They are pillars of our Body, and beautiful, godly examples of humble leadership, Christ-centered marriage, and quiet strength.
~ for a crazy week of home makeover DIY projects. Josh had a week of vacation that he needed to use up, so he had planned a “stay-cation” with a list of several projects to get done around the house. Why, WHY didn’t I think about what that meant for me? I’ve been married to this man for a LOOOONG TIME, and HIS projects are almost always OUR projects. I am AMAZED by all he (and we) got done! He repainted the trim all the way around our house and both garage doors. In 2 days! Ripped out the cumbersome and non-functional built-in cabinet in our laundry room. Designed and built me 2 reclaimed wood double-bay laundry sorters on casters to my specifications. Built a shelf from a massive, stunning slab of wood we’ve been saving for years, and installed a galvanized hanging rod. Ripped out the countertops and replaced them with custom reclaimed wood butcher block. Replaced the broken light fixture. And I caulked and repainted the laundry room and cabinets, repainted our dingy mudroom and added a fun pop of color on the door. Our laundry room and mudroom are two of the most hard-working rooms in our home, so it is so awesome to have them updated and more functional for our family.
~ for the extended quality time with my Love this week. We enjoyed checking out a new place, Jimmy’s Egg. (Gina Sue treated Tatum K and I to breakfast there last week, and it was SO YUMMY that we had to take Dad!) It was THE BOMB! And we finished off our FD’s gift certificate with an at home date. Tatum K crashed both “dates” (and ate half my food both times) but she’s cute enough, we really didn’t mind. Bear also thought he should be invited…
~ for an exciting next step… on-camera interviews for a professional promo video we are creating for Gold Network of East Texas. We have so many dreams and plans stirring in our hearts for GNET in 2020 and the upcoming years. It still blows my mind that less than 6 years ago, Tyler Gold Run and Gold Network of East Texas didn’t exist! What a beautiful blessing to have the opportunity to serve East TX childhood cancer community, and to see the network of families leaning on one another.
~ for a hearty cooked-by-Dad breakfast.
~ for another thrilling milestone: Sawyer learned to ride his bicycle without training wheels! He just hopped on and took right off! Josh talked to him at bedtime about how much he has loved teaching each of his kids how to ride their bike. That moment of pure joy when the balance kicks in and they soar away on their own. And of course, with Sawyer every new accomplishment is emotional and mind-blowing. No milestones are small or taken for granted. We just can’t believe Sawyer is alive and thriving and turning into a big kid in front of our very eyes. Thank You Jesus! (We did end the day with the inevitable skinned knee and big tears. It’s all part of growing up! Check out that shirt, though!)
~ for SUNSHINE!!!! We have had so many days upon days of rain and gloom, I was in desperate need of blue skies and sun! Do you start to feel your soul get tired during gloomy weather?
It was a great week having Josh home. He truly is my favorite person to spend time with, my very best friend. We laughed tonight thinking that it seems like the longest week ever because we packed so much into it. Parts of the week were surprisingly hard though. We really are “GIDDYUP” and “WHOA.” He pushes me. Challenges me. All these renovation projects came out of nowhere and really threw me for a loop. I’m a pack rat, he’s a cleaner-outer. He pushed me to go through a couple stacks I had sitting around. (My piles drive him crazy. And it drives ME crazy when he tosses things out without checking with me.) He brought up the idea of building the laundry sorters I’d been wanting (which of course I was thrilled about, but I didn’t know anything else was coming), and 5 minutes later he put a caulk gun in my hand and started ripping the cabinet off the wall. (Oh. So we’re DOING this!? You mean TODAY!? Like…RIGHT THIS MINUTE. Ok then.) The intensity and change of routine actually launched me into a pretty massive anxiety attack over THE STUPIDEST details. If I remember correctly, it involved chicken sandwiches and some laundry baskets full of crap. Good. Grief. It’s laughable now. But in the moment, it was real and frustrating and suffocating and lonely. But God. I knew it would pass. And it did. And now, I look at the freshly updated rooms, especially the laundry room, and it’s just…AWESOME! It’s so much better than I ever could have envisioned. It’s more than I asked for. And Josh worked hard to make it happen, BECAUSE HE LOVES ME. He doesn’t spend any time in that laundry room. He didn’t do it because HE wanted it. He did it to bless ME. And to get it done, he had to push me a little. I’m so thankful that God knows what we need better than we do. He chose Josh for me because he knew my “Whoa” would hold me back from so much in life, and that I NEEDED some “Giddyup.” (And of course, Josh needs a little “Whoa” from time to time, so he doesn’t fly straight off the rails). God uses my husband and my kids to teach me about the height and width and depth of His Love. God loves us so far beyond our self imposed limitations. He ABSOLUTELY gives us more than we can handle, but never more than He can handle. Sometimes He pushes us. And it is ALWAYS for a purpose… He has things in store for us so far beyond what we have ever asked for or imagined. Because He LOVES US. So we have to see past anxiety and laundry baskets and chicken sandwiches that try to rob us of that joy. And we will never experience the joy that feels like flying if we don’t take off the training wheels. Even if we skin our knees. Because flying is worth it.
Thanks for giving thanks with me.
“Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” (1 Peter 5: 6-7)
3 thoughts on “Training Wheels and Laundry Baskets”
WOW!!!! What a laundry room!!! And with lessons learned, too!!! Well done to both of you (and your family, who giddyups and whoas with y’all!).
Love the girl and the pictures and am amazed at Samantha being 12. I remember her on your shoulder as a baby, and am blown away by her beauty, talents, and lovely heart. Love the crazy work on the laundry room, and the subway tiles made it PERFECT! (Love the fruits of the Spirit art.) Love your adventurous boy, and his bike. I still remember the first time I rode without help. And love your encouraging thoughts about how God does give us more than we can handle, so that we depend on Him to handle whatever it is. Love always!